Sunday, May 9, 2010

I believe I have found the key!!!!

Your thoughts are powerful things.
Before there are any realities there are thoughts or ideas.
I have a idea that is a belief that just has not come to pass yet.
It is this one positive and enduring state of being that I see for myself that just hasn't materialized.
I believe it will all of my conciousness, but that has not made it happen.
Now, I understand better why it has been so long in coming.
In the sea of thoughts that one has in one given day.... say 60,000.
It there are 59,999 negative thoughts about why this one positive thought will not happen then it get effectively drowned out. It literally swallowed by negativity.
I must fight for that change. I need to surround this lone positive thought with allies.
Now, I am not saying we have 60,000 different thoughts in our heads every day.
A lot of these ideas or thoughts are the same one playing over and over along with the same positive thought struggling to get through, swimming against the current. It's not giving up or giving in just struggling to be.
Be heard, be relevant... be one of the many thoughts that turns into actions and those action turn into change.
I believe that if I change that pool of thought from 80 percent negative to positive.... to a lake of positive over negative the change that I so desperately want will happen.
I know it will.
I believe that I have finnally found the key.
May it open doors for you as well.

Monday, May 3, 2010

The Challenge

I find myself looking for inspiration.
I feed off of it.
I need it.
Sometimes it can be the blue clear sky that let's me know that this life is so precious.
I find thankful thoughts and peace from a clear day. I am at peace in so many ways and that is where the problem lies.
A beautiful day inspire me to ponder, enjoy and be passively thankful.
I need to be motivated to change. I want to grow and accomplish goals.
I feel like I am standing at the door with the key in my hand and just not using it.
I am facing many struggles in life that take my time and attention away from a journey that I need to finish.
I need something to inspire me to push forward.. to reach out.. and continue.
I am not afraid to ask the universe for some direction.
I will go through the door at some point.
The only problem is... it's not so bad on this side of the door either.
So, the challenge I find myself faced with is... I need a reason. One big enough to ignite the passion and inspire that change.
NOW!!!!